here’s to ~how much power men have over me~ manifesting as me still googling/looking up/trying to see pictures&videos of someone i slept with/drunk one-night standed with about 6 years ago (to my credit looking him up was spurred on by having a dream about him, which actually happens at least once a year) even though he was a total dick to me when i tried to talk to him about it almost TWO YEARS after it happened. all because i prefaced the conversation with “do you mind having a not super-fun conversation with me” to which he promptly got pissed and stopped talking to me. also i think possibly he was angry because he blamed me for being in a relationship when it happened and him not knowing and i guess maybe that hurt him even though he never tried to talk to me about it/gave me the impression that night was meaningful emotionally to him? welp how about it hurt me too because it was confusing (had an enormous crush on this person for an entire year prior) and totally ruined my relationship? anyways, sex is weird. looking at someone’s arms/hands/eyes/shoulders that have been that close and made contact with yours will always be so strange. also spending so much time thinking about someone when they probably never think about you brings me back to my original point:

~men have a lot of power over me that spans all time, space, and logic even when they’re not worth an ounce of my brain function~

@1 month ago with 7 notes

i used to fucking hate new york city but now i think about it in a way that i think why like all the songs were written about it and shit & like i miss it and shit

@1 month ago with 5 notes
studiobrit:

Working on a pattern design

studiobrit:

Working on a pattern design

@2 months ago with 3 notes

i fucking hate the internet it is the most toxic piece of shit to ever happen in my life. it is a constant distraction, escape from feeling real feelings, and it spreads fucking bullshit all over my world. when i was in high school it was the only way i could connect to people i wanted to be around because i was never allowed to leave the house. now it serves no purpose. i like staying connected to people from far away and learning new things but that’s pretty much it. THIS IS NOT REAL LIFE. I GRASP THE IRONY OF THIS POST.

@2 months ago with 4 notes

hahahahhaaahhahaaa no but for real this time tumblr whow cool life i hate you hahhahaha can’t believe some things are real unfollowing everyone when will this shit ever end why do ilokk at htis hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahhahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahaa

@4 months ago with 4 notes
I am Feeling Quite Good and Things are Quite Well

I am Feeling Quite Good and Things are Quite Well

@5 months ago with 8 notes
we livin’. #donuts #shows #friends #performances #dreams #boxes #noses #pigs #hair

we livin’. #donuts #shows #friends #performances #dreams #boxes #noses #pigs #hair

@5 months ago with 3 notes
#noses #donuts #hair #boxes #pigs #performances #friends #dreams #shows 

herbertbillings:

do i belong? do i belong? do i belong?

(via tinybladder)

@5 months ago with 70 note and 9 play

"Until eating can be divorced from value judgments, it’s going to be difficult to repair a broken food system. Individual dietary choices are not made in a vacuum, but a world filled with pressures, and those pressures must be acknowledged in a discussion of what people eat, how, and why. There’s nothing morally superior about eating one thing and not another, and people need to stop acting like their fridges contain proof of sanctification."

@1 month ago with 1582 notes
alldogsohio:

mistletoestation:

all dogs at the trumbullplex

:)

alldogsohio:

mistletoestation:

all dogs at the trumbullplex

:)

(via tinybladder)

@1 month ago with 43 notes

also just a couple of things. how the fuck is it ok to just assume that people are not survivors? wtf? and how about what if there are things going on behind the scenes that you have no idea about? i never post angry responses to things i see on here but FUCK IT ALL

@2 months ago with 3 notes

so sad today.

@2 months ago

Circle Change, by Delay 

(Source: mrlisa)

@4 months ago with 7 notes
hangin at the park w/ my ladies @anandabartley @emily_jimmi 😘✌️🌻

hangin at the park w/ my ladies @anandabartley @emily_jimmi 😘✌️🌻

@5 months ago with 4 notes

eskimeaux:

may5to12songs:

frankie cosmos day 6:

now that i know that every time i get sad you just hate me

you can go to sleep and sleep it off peacefully

i’ll be here all night feeling totally fucked

wondering what tomorrow will be like and staying up

i guess i just make myself the victim like you said

that’s why when you treat me shitty YOU get mad

it all makes sense now, thanks so much

goodbye forever what the fuck

Meow so real I love you and I’m sorry

@5 months ago with 162 note and 1279 play